Scary Seduction.

So.. last night's dream was really kind of screwed. Hell, it didn't even make sense.

I had a dream that for some reason I lived in the same house as my art teacher (whom I must note here I've known for 5 years and adore completely). So... the dream was almost a mix of some parts of the book/movie White Oleander. My teacher kept warning me not to seduce her boyfriend of a very long time, and I promised I would not. But, somehow... I got dressed in almost nothing and called him to come "help me" with something in my room. It was fucked, I swear. Hell, in the dream i wasn't even enjoying this. I was sweating and nervous. I called him over and he came in and saw me and looked seduced-- whatever the hell that look is. I felt so freakin' guilty in the dream, but it was like I almost couldn't control what I was doing. It was like some other person had dressed me that way, and some other voice had called this forbidden man to my room. It almost made me see myself in a different, evil light.

Quite creepy, indeed.

Here's what that site Instantiable showed me says about seeing the body parts-- yuck-- brace yourself:

To see your abdomen in a dream, refers to your natural instincts and repressed emotions. Emotionally, seeing your abdomen in your dream may imply something in your real life that you "cannot stomach" or have difficulties accepting You want to get it out of your system.

Seeing naked breasts can also denote a feeling of exposure and invasion of privacy. It represent motherhood, nurturance, and infantile dependency. Alternatively, breasts represents sexual arousal and raw energy. In particular, for a woman, the dream may indicate anxieties about becoming a woman/mother.

Uh... I guess I'm anxious?


Mahalo,
Sahar.